Monday, August 22, 2005

15 theme songs for myself

#3 Selective memorie - Eels
Part of the lyrics:
i wish i could remember
but my selective memorywon’t let me

When I was a kid some nasty shit happened to me. Because of those things there are a lot of stuff I don’t remember or I have erased completely. Good and bad memories. It is a shame; I still would want to remember some of the good things and I’m working on that

#4 Back to life - Soul II Soul
I heard this song for the first time, when I was on a plane going home after the fist holiday/vacation without my parents. Part of the lyrics (Back to life, Back to reality, Back to the here and now, Back to life, Back to the present time, Back from the fantasy) stayed with me ever since then. I know this song is about something completely different but it is still my going home song. After a great holiday I’m still going home to life, reality, the here and now and leaving a fantastic fantasy behind.

#5 Single - Natasha Bedingfield
Part of the lyrics:
I’m not waitin’ around for a man to save me(Cos I’m happy where I am)
Don’t depend on a guy to validate me(No no)
I don’t need to be anyone’s baby(Is that so hard to understand?)
No I don’t need another half to make me whole

Don’t need to be on somebody’s arm to look good(I like who I am)
I’m not saying I don’t wanna fall in love ‘cos I would
I’m not gonna get hooked up just ‘cos you say I should(Can’t romance on demand)
I’m gonna wait so I’m sorry if you misunderstood

I think the lyrics say it all. I’m single at the moment and I really enjoy my current single status, my declaration of independence.

#6 Love you more - Racoon
Part of the lyrics:
Clouds above go sailing by
I found my meaning in this life
clear white is flying in my eyes,underneath a blue, blue sky
The waves come rolling in with the tide.

I’ve been away too long
and everyday I missed you more.
You look like you did before
only prettier.
Everyday I love you more.

All the people rushing by, by, by
looking for meaning in this life
so used up, and blinded by lies,
They’re underneath the blue, blue sky
the way they seldom seem to smileI don’t know why.

’Cause I’ve been away too long
and everyday I missed you more.
You look like you did before,only prettier.

A beautiful song. I pick this one because there was a time I was lost, gone, down and depressed, but now I’m back. So I could say: I’ve been away to long, and every day I missed myself more, I look like I did before, only prettier… and every day I love myself more.

#7 You don't know me - Armand van Helden
I really don’t understand why people have to be so judgmental. I’ve decided to be strong. I’m not afraid of what others say about or think of me. It’s my life, and I’m living it now. Well the lyrics say it all.

I don’t ask for nothing
I’m always holding my own
Every time I turn around, there’s something
People talking ‘bout what they don’t know
And when I try to move on up
They’re always pullin’ me down
I’m tired and I’ve had enough
It’s my life, and i’m living it now

You don’t even know me
You say that I’m not living right
You don’t understand me
So why do you judge my life?
You don’t even know me
You say that I’m not living right
You don’t understand me
So why do you judge my life?

I always wonder why
People try to hurt me
No happiness in their own lives
So they act out all their jealousy
Who are you to say that I’m living wrong?
Always telling me what to do
I’ve decided that I gotta be strong
What makes you think that I needed you?
You don’t know me

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